does anyone of you know the song Vanilla twilight by Owl City?.. it is such a sweet serenade! aww. I think it’s okay to post some cheesy stuff because february’s the love month and i think it’s the best excuse for me! nyaha. (pero kahit naman ndi feb! pandale aku ng labpost eh anuh! haha!)
Feb. 01 2010 - the day i gave the gift– tatakas pa nga ang tae. we dismissed at not exactly 6pm.. He went outside first kasi nagCCr un before rumampa pauwe! lol!
i though dq xa maabutan, when i went outside ng room. Buh! malayo na agad! then it’s like..
R: pssst! psst.
C: (looked back - the first time 
)
R: oh. (i pointed the gift to him)
C: (umilling- sign of ayaw! hmp.)
R: (pouty, iniwan sa sahig ung gift)
C: jooke lang.. *smiled
R: wine yan! :))
C: (weh look.)
R: loko lang. api birthday!
C: thanks ha!
R: sure!
Oh what a day ending.. 
then after that. i haven’t spoke to him. LOL.. i’m a bit stress , i thought after my problems settled i won’t be that stress and depress. but i think it’s more harder each day..
There are these things that i can’t rid off though i’m not thinking of it. there’s some people who really make you think and it’ll not stop until you really think about it! (gaaw i’m so gulo..)
I do updates lang if [1] I’m stress en depress [2] Inlab kuno [3] Happy Shalala [4] if i can’t help it!– this time i think. it’s the combination of all.. see, walang patutunguhan ang update na ito.
our campus will be having a whole week celebration of hearts day. The banner was post at the lobby and it’s feb 08 - feb 12. and there are : HARANA.ROSE.BOOTH.etcetc. i wonder what will happen! ahumm. xD FEB FAIR!!
Well, feb. 14 is fast approaching, so what are your plans for that day?.. for those whose single? taken? and still looking?.. ü
Yah. For them i look normally crazy cause i do laugh and smile and all of that– but i’m depress. i just don’t want them to notice so i’m hiding it– there’s nothing they can do.. You know the feeling that you just want to cry all day yet you can’t ?.. There’s so many things inside my mind that keeps on bothering me.
So i’m not letting myself vacant for even just a minute.. I just want to do lots of things so that i wouldn’t remember all of it.. You know that, you didn’t do anything and suddenly there it goes.. all you know is that you’re hurt without you even knowing why they hate you.. Its just seems so wrong..
I just miss hangin’ out with my bff so much. It’s been 2 weeks since we last talk and i don’t know where she’s now.. I want her to know all of these things.. I’m so sad.. i need someone to talk to really but they’re busy and stuff so i guess i’ll just waste their time. . I don’t want to rant about this but i can’t help it. I really need to let it all out.
- My bffs having her major problem now and i think tita is kinda blaming me some stuff. (It’s because of me again..)
- My friend just suddenly walked out last thursday and then she’s crying and all i know is she’s there shouting at me and telling me that naiinis na daw siya. inis na inis na siya saken. and i just don’t know why.. I didn’t do anything to her!! I JUST HATE HER FOR NOT TELLING ME! I don’t care if she cries! YOU DON’T KNOW HOW I FEEL! ANG HIRAP MONG MAGING KAIBIGAN!!!!
- My moms kinda pressuring me about my grades,, if i got again a grade lower than two. I’ll stop schooling (again) what a crap! Im not Einstein or someone!
- I feel like they’re all just there in a certain situation where all of us are happy then suddenly when you’re feeling down. ayun. wala na sila.
- I hate cryin yet can’t stop..
I just don’t know what to do.. sorry for the sad post..ü I guess 2010 is not really that better..