waa. so, enough of dramas– xD.. some of my problems quite ok and i’m like starting over again.. It’s nice to feel this way, i guess! gulo eh! 
.. this 27-29 called CCS DAYS! it’s sooper fun and it helps me forget all of those things that really bothers me.
My so called new friends. dagdag populasyon sa aking social universe. haha! 
(left to right) Bevzy, Larney, Nikka, Vergil, Shammy, Harold, Hamness, And yours truly! :))
Nd na nga complete! si kathy ung kumuha nian and si gillian ndi naabot … T.T, well for some reason di pq kampante with them but for some reason, kampante! haha! i’m soopergulo these days.. :))
Last 27 is christians’ 20th birthday! haha! i’ve planned to look for a small turtle teddy but unfortunately , wala aqng nakita.. :C haha.*somuch! so i end up with this. The Disneyland ticket’s a picture, He said sa text that he don’t wanna gift. trip to Disneyland daw! **nangasar lang aq!
Kaso he’s not there sa school, so hindi niya natanggap on his day, sa lunes qo pa tuloy mabibigay.. **todo eport pa naman din ang rentot!
ang pamatay na sayaw ▼
I want you to meet my clown! haha! oh no! he’s everybody’s clown.. I’m lucky to have known him at madalas niya aqng napapatawa sa mga kilos niya.. akala mu natipus nun bata pa ii! haha!
ang pamatay na sayaw ni enchi! mas ok sana qng sa video. but still. kapag nakikita namen tong picture. naaalala namen eh! hahahaha!..
Yah. For them i look normally crazy cause i do laugh and smile and all of that– but i’m depress. i just don’t want them to notice so i’m hiding it– there’s nothing they can do.. You know the feeling that you just want to cry all day yet you can’t ?.. There’s so many things inside my mind that keeps on bothering me.
So i’m not letting myself vacant for even just a minute.. I just want to do lots of things so that i wouldn’t remember all of it.. You know that, you didn’t do anything and suddenly there it goes.. all you know is that you’re hurt without you even knowing why they hate you.. Its just seems so wrong..
I just miss hangin’ out with my bff so much. It’s been 2 weeks since we last talk and i don’t know where she’s now.. I want her to know all of these things.. I’m so sad.. i need someone to talk to really but they’re busy and stuff so i guess i’ll just waste their time. . I don’t want to rant about this but i can’t help it. I really need to let it all out.
- My bffs having her major problem now and i think tita is kinda blaming me some stuff. (It’s because of me again..)
- My friend just suddenly walked out last thursday and then she’s crying and all i know is she’s there shouting at me and telling me that naiinis na daw siya. inis na inis na siya saken. and i just don’t know why.. I didn’t do anything to her!! I JUST HATE HER FOR NOT TELLING ME! I don’t care if she cries! YOU DON’T KNOW HOW I FEEL! ANG HIRAP MONG MAGING KAIBIGAN!!!!
- My moms kinda pressuring me about my grades,, if i got again a grade lower than two. I’ll stop schooling (again) what a crap! Im not Einstein or someone!
- I feel like they’re all just there in a certain situation where all of us are happy then suddenly when you’re feeling down. ayun. wala na sila.
- I hate cryin yet can’t stop..
I just don’t know what to do.. sorry for the sad post..ü I guess 2010 is not really that better..